I taught myself a great lesson on Saturday and i am embarressed and ashamed of myself
I admit i can have a bad temper at times but i did something i frown apon and that is chucking a club to the ground.
well i did it in anger and i am certainly not proud of it..
I was having a reasonable round on Saturday and when i got to the 9th my tee shot went wayward left hand side rough i accepted that then topped the ball 5 metres then did the same thing 3rd then 4th shot hit it marginally better to the right hand side rough still I am calmish next shot 5th back to the left side rough
now I am getting bit heated 6th shot topped it again now boiling point and through club to ground and twang 8 iron snaps 7th shot onto green(best shot I did on this 9th hole then 2 putted to walk of with a 9....
I don't know what possessed me for loosing my cool as normally I would brush it off pretty quick and not worry about it wether it was just frustration that things wasn't going the way I wanted it to or just because I could loose my cool.
I am not trying to excuse the fact I did chuck a club and break a club in the process because I only have myself to blame for it , as it wasn't the gear or the people I was playing with or how the course was playing it was just a stupid nuff nuff on the end of the club.....
looking back and thinking about it now , there really shouldn't be any reason to do such thing. as you only humiliate yourself and start to make others feel uncomfortable around you when ya get fired up...
I feel ashamed of myself and I am embarrassed about my actions